Doesn't know what to feel
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Ok, so after so long of writing why me??? I've decided to come and update with the latest....

Right now I'm currently blasting music hoping not to feel awful feelings....

this is the run down....

I'm excited I finally got a place... my very own one bedroom
I'm upsest that i have to move at the same time excited bc my new place is nice
I'm pissed that my room mate soon to be xroomie stole my speakers and my lcd screen for my laptop
My heart is slowly mending
It's currently forcing itself to let go of this one person
To find out they've moved on they have a son now and stuff... yeah..
Talk about a sudden blow.... and unforced detachment... which shoulda happened some time ago right... but I guess when your heart LOVES someone, it's true what you're heart feels......

My excited that my mommie is coming to help me move and I really wanna start getting stuff for my new place... i think i've got the perfect idea for the living room... my bedroom is kinda small... but I guess for now it'll do

Well that's the run down, cuz i'm caught up in a poverty conversation and politics to actually remember everything i was going to write

Much Love
Con todos que me quieren,
Petra-Evelyn

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GO Away go away go away.... let me have one final sleep and go away....