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Play Me Out by sexieve, literature

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Play Me Out

play me out (k. fields) Why after all this time, you said we were forever then you walked right out my life, you said you'd love me forever, you said you'd stick by me through thick and stormy weather, But now the time has come for you to be a man but how can you become a man if you dont understand, what i need from you is for you to keep your word and just be true i gave up so much just for you (chorus) why you tryin to play me out? and i know, i know thats not what love's about just keep it real with me, i'll keep it real with you those wor

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Feeling Empty----kid poetry by sexieve, literature

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Feeling Empty----kid poetry

Feeling Empty I feel empty when I'm hungry. It's like there's nothing in me. Food is needed for energy. For all types, for you and me. The feeling of weakness Is what I feel with emptiness. The feeling of weakness When I'm wihthout you. I thought I could live. Live without you being a part of me. Live without needing you to be in my life. Now I know I can't. One time I said what I truly felt. One time is what it took To loose you! Now I know you're gone I feel empty. I want to break down and cry! And I know I should be strong. But you mean so much to me! I can't! A word that wasn't in my vocabulary, When I had you Now

I Thank Thee by sexieve, literature

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I Thank Thee

I Thank Thee I thank thee for this blessed day thou hast blessed me with, For the many gifts thta I have been able to give, For the beauty that I am able to see with my eyes, For all emotion that I am able to feel, For all the things that I am able to touch, For the music that blesse my ears, And the colors that amuse my eyes. For the texture that enhances my feel, And for everythinig I am able to taste. For without all these blessings, I would be so lost!

My prayer of Asking by sexieve, literature

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My prayer of Asking

My Prayer for Asking As I lay my body down to sleep, I pray to he, that's close to me: That he may bless us with a blessed day And may the blessings never go away. That he may comfort and strengthen those in need, And may they search for him indeed. May the beauty of every day never ceast, And may we always go in peace. May the wonders of the world come to meet, With all the knowledge that we seek. May we all come to be, as what he made you and me.

If by sexieve, literature

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If

If If I could be with you, Would you love me, Or would you leave me to be unloved? If you could look into my eyes, Would you look for my inner beauty, Or see the ugliness outside? If you could hear my sweet voice, Would you enjoy it, Or take advantage of it? If you could smell me, Would you say that I stink, Or that I make guys wink? If you could touch me, Would you caress my lovely body, Or ravish my soul? If you could tell me one thing, what would you say? Or would you say anything? All I really want Is to know how you truly feel. And may what it be, Be TRUE!

What Thought Did by sexieve, literature

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What Thought Did

What Thought Did I thought when I first had feelings for you, You were the one! I thought that everything you said, was TRUE! I believed you when you said "I Love You"! I believed you when you said "I care"! I thought that you would be mine, Until the end of time. But as anyone can see, That's not what is to be! What was I suppose to think: that night you told me she was pregnant? That night you promised not to hurt me again? That night you said you loved me and cared for me? What am I supposed to think: When I get told she's your girlfriend? When you're engaged and expecting from her? When you've married and moved into a pl

Feelings by sexieve, literature

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Feelings

I know I've told you time and time again: "I Love You"! You know how much you mean to me! You know you're my everything! Babe, I want to be with you so much, To be in your arms To feel your soft touch Love, I'd like to stare into your deep brown eyes And fall into a wonderous dream! I want and like to do so much, But seeing I'm so far away, It's not possible. That's why Every night I pray And may my prayers One day be answered ~Eve~

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Taken by sexieve, literature

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Taken

Taken We can stand and talk for hours. Hours that are long! We can have a good time going out, And just being ourselves. I don't know how I keep you interested, In someone such as me! It stuns me, Because even though you know I'm leaving, You still want to hang out! What is it? Do you just want to be friends? Do you want to get in my pants? What's the deal, I'm really curious to know. Why do you want to be with me so much, Knowing what you know!

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Brooklyn
Favourite genre of music: Easy Listening, Jazz, cumbia, reggae, reggaeton
Favourite photographer: <Trinifellah>, <Durochka>
Favourite style of art: Landscape, Pencil Drawings
Operating System: Windows XP Pro
MP3 player of choice: iTunes
Shell of choice: Object Dock
Wallpaper of choice: Unique
Skin of choice: Mine
Favourite cartoon character: Looney Tunes (all 'em)
Personal Quote: If you were to live 100 years old, I'd want to live 100 yrs minus one day so I'll never li

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Favourite Movies

Save the Last Dance, You Got Served, Honey, Drum LIne, and dance movies

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Enya, Marion Meadows, Mariah, Jennier Pena and Lopez, and more

Favourite Writers

Langston Hughes

Favourite Games

Need for Speed Underground 2

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360

Tools of the Trade

Bryce, Photoshop, Dreamweaver, Poser

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Poetry, Photomanipulation, websites, singing, dancing

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sexieve

Jan 23, 2007

Thump Thump Thump

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Ok, so after so long of writing why me??? I've decided to come and update with the latest.... Right now I'm currently blasting music hoping not to feel awful feelings.... this is the run down.... I'm excited I finally got a place... my very own one bedroom I'm upsest that i have to move at the same time excited bc my new place is nice I'm pissed that my room mate soon to be xroomie stole my speakers and my lcd screen for my laptop My heart is slowly mending It's currently forcing itself to let go of this one person To find out they've moved on they have a son now and stuff... yeah.. Talk about a sudden blow.... and unforced detachmen

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sexieve

Nov 16, 2006

Why Me???

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So since my last journal entry.... I once again had hope I get to start going to classes for my Microsoft certifications which I'm happy about.... I can't wait I talked to him today.... he read my journal... which i wasn't expecting... and i told him things I knew.... why did I... what would have been the consequence.... so after all that is said and done... my heart still lies in his hands... and I guess I'm just not ready to get it back yet... I sit here holding back streams of tears that fall from my face... only to know this isn't it.... I don't want to be hurt anymore... I just wanna be loved... I don't want to be violated... or anyth

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sexieve

Nov 14, 2006

I dunno

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I know i haven't posted a journal in the longest time.... but eh.. i guess i've been keeping a lot of things to myself.... I feel that when I open up to people... I get shut down and shut out.... I dunno why this always happens... I don't and things just get more and more complicated as time goes on..... Well things have been said and done... my x no longer wants me to go over and chill or do anything really bc of the way I feel I know it's been over a year and a couple of months already... and u'd figure as much stuff as I know I would have gotten over him and just moved on... what is it that keeps me attracted to him? What is it? I alw